Sunday, April 29, 2012

This Weeks Rumors


This week’s Rumors:

My wife had a strange situation last week.  She works for a small property management company and one of the tenants of a small strip mall came in to pay their rent for the month.   For some unknown reason the guy started talking about how he did film or video work for the Navy and Marines.  He said he was once at a US Navy base in Singapore recently and was filming some drones on the ground.   When he got close to the drone he noticed manufacture date from the 1970s.  My wife asked him, “you mean they were flying drones during the Vietnam war?”  He said “Oh yeah!  They’ve been using these things along time but nobody knew about it.”  

Then the man digressed into talking about how his company was once building some sort experimental aircraft but got involved in a contract war over the bid with ALCOA aluminum and the legal problems put his small company out of business.  He also said his father was a CIA agent down in South America years ago.  

My wife asked him “If they had all these spy drones so long ago, then shouldn’t they  have known about 9/11 before it happened?”  He said “They did know, the Senate has a special plane like the President, and the Senate [leadership?] was taken out a few hours before the 9/11 incident and put on that plane. They were flown to a secure location.”  My wife said “That means they knew it was coming!”  He said “Yes of course – they knew it was coming”.  My wife's mouth fell open. If true, this means all those Senate hearings on 9/11 were, excuse me for saying the obvious, Kabuki theater (Bizarre drama).

He seemed awfully chatty for someone with a security clearance.  I don’t know if the guy was just making this stuff up or not.  My wife sees him every month and this has never happened before so I don’t know why he became so chatty this week.  But then the whole week has been full of strange news, as if the fact that we were flying drones back in the 1970s, and the Senate leadership knew about 9/11 in advance wasn’t enough.  If he had asked her for it to remain confidential I wouldn’t speak of it now. But hey, I am a defacto reporter these days.  Who would have thought even 4 months ago? Not me!

Six degrees of separation - The Kevin Bacon Syndrome

This story starts from the present and goes back in time. My daughter has a friend whose father, which I'll call me Mr A, was once with the Air Force and worked contract at SAIC until a recent layoff.  If you want job security, never work at SAIC.  Most brutal internal competition of any company on earth - plus its a highly compartmentalized company so you never know how anything fits into the whole. I never could get out of him what he did. Nice guy Mr A., solid American, he once helped me when my truck transmission went out and I had no way to get home.  But I learned not to ask what he did for work early on, he simply wasn’t talking.  He’d just smile. 

Its a small world.  The weird thing about Mr A. is he knows a Naval Commander, Mr B.who is brother of woman I lost my virginity to fresh out of theology college. Ms C. was a part-time LA Sheriff and full time computer geek. I had worked in my college computer department in assembly language, she had written some of the first computers games in assembly language. It was geek connection. We both loved logic. But she was also a dancer and a singer and not your typical female geek. No she didn't use her sheriff  handcuffs on me, so don't ask.  I was remanded into her wonderful custody for interrogation. Its all ancient history and it didn't last long.  My wife knew all this long before we were married.  Not like I was every much of a playboy anyway, always was sort of a one woman at a time guy. We guys aren't supposed to remember things like that, but the older you get, you have to smile at some memories. And the impulsiveness of youth. Not like either of us, as strong willed as we are could have ever gotten along for very long as a couple. It was doomed from the start. For my first real encounter with a woman I got someone who was really really good at it and willing to teach. After it ended I craved her for months. I was heartbroken. Then I thought it was God's wrath for me having sex before marriage. Took me while to forgive myself for being human and being a healthy male.  A non-Christian can probably never understand this mindset, but when you grew up with a certain way of thinking and that dire divine penalties were waiting for biological infractions, you can be pretty harsh on yourself.  It was a long time before I really learned God was nothing like I was told in my religion. There are times I wish I never grew up is such a strict religious upbringing, but I think it occurred for a reason. To help others like me. And I know the tricks they use to convince the unsuspecting to convert them, usually through fear.

Mr B. once flew a Navy fighter over Nevada and had engine trouble which caused him to need to land at Area 51.  He radioed for permission to land, was granted that but was told not to leave the plane until a bus arrived to pick him.  Now this guy was Naval Intelligence and thought he had the highest security rating he could have.  A bus with no windows arrived, he was blindfolded, and driven to waiting room with no windows.  Base crews then went about the task of fixing his fighter.  When the work was completed he was driven back out to plane blindfolded and got in his plane and left.  He asked his sister the question, "If I have the highest security rating I can get in the Navy, what is in that place that I have to be blindfolded so I can't see it?" He never found out. 

Actually it was his sister, Ms C., that convinced me UFOs were indeed real in 1989.  Ms C. and Mr B were the children of another career Navy man who worked at TRW. Their father worked on Ronald Reagan's Star Wars project, and reported to Generals and Admirals.Very trusted man. At one point something he was working on, nearly killed him, she never knew what it was that harmed him, but he was very sick for months. Never did fully recover. When he retired from TRW, I went with her to South Coast Plaza in Costa Mesa.  First time I ever saw a woman pay $1200 for a dress, she looked like a million bucks. It was for her father's retirement dinner.  She adored the man.  She adored her brother too. I think it was her love of men in uniform that caused her to volunteer as an LA County Sheriff, where she worked with as regular Sheriff deputy in a regular squad car for $1 dollar a year in pay. Had the Navy been more open to women at that time I am sure she would have been in the Navy, but at that time it was still a man's Navy. Its quite quite an amazing family, she told me once her great grandfather was an Admiral in Czar Nicholas' Imperial Russian Navy. Their family has generations long tradition of Navy service. The family was solidly American in its loyalties, no commies in their family. They hated the Soviet Union and communism.

Fox TV, when it first started its own network, ran a very good program on the Roswell UFO incident.  She was working at JPL and had just completed tracking down German hacker who created the first ever digital worm launched through ARPANET (now called the Internet).  She's a very clever woman.  She's probably the most intelligent woman I have ever known. In my eyes at the time (and still) a very credible source. She was bothered by the Fox TV show, as she worked at JPL and nobody told her anything about UFOs. She knew there were magnetic tapes of Mars in the tape vault that she didn't have access to, even as the system administrator of JPL.  She asked her dad about it the Fox show, he told her "UFOs are real".  And for me, then a Christian fundamentalist, I had some questions I needed answered about my theology.  It was the beginning of my awakening. What did a savior mean in a Universe teaming with life?  Heck most Christians now think non-Christians on earth are going to hell, how the heck are they going to deal with life on other planets?  Can you understand why some might be hostile to the idea of ET life? Can you see why they can only come up with one explanation for ETs, demons! Their range of possibilities is very narrow.  Everyone will need patience as they adjust to a new world.  Don't hate them, almost all of them are very good people, although some of their leaders are less than honorable. They don't want to change their beliefs. They hold those abstract concepts like precious little children, but they are not children, they are just abstract concepts. I know, I have been in those shoes.  They will cope and adapt.  



19 comments:

  1. where are those senators?

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  2. Your story hits harmonious note with me. I too grew up a Baptist Fundamentalist. I joined the army and was placed in Intelligence work with a top secret security clearance. My being stationed in foreign lands opened my eyes to the fact that God just couldn't send all those people to hell. My whole family is still in that stuff, even my children and grandchildren. I've written three books on the truth of our existence but used a pseudonom to protect the innocent from their errant father. My wife doesn't even know about the books even though they're on Amazon. Very soon I will have an opportunity to share the truth with them all. Some will listen--some will not--a matter of choice.

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  3. AK, you are such a gem! Thank you for your enlightened, positive and generous perspective. I enjoyed this "teachable moment"

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  4. The emergency landing at Area 51 is a good story. Blindfolding, bus with no windows etc. I mean, these things really must have arisen suspicion about the place. It's like having a room in a government building with a sign saying, "Secret Room, don't go inside!"

    Of course there must be secret places in a country's defense establishment (secret aircraft etc) but the blindfolding was a bit overkill.

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  5. Coincidence? I was just watching this video when I paused it and came here and read this =/
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ur2hhObaun0&feature=related

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  6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuC_4mGTs98

    Corbett Report 5 minute video on 911. As humorous as the subject matter can be i suppose.

    To the awakening....

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  7. Nice Sunday morning reading. Great to get to know you a little better, AK.

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  8. My dad is retired military and worked at Ft McPherson Atlanta in the '70s. Saw the news at it happened since they were first informed (for the most part). Never told a thing to us. Now retired with PTSD and other mental illnesses. Threatened Bush & Co. while having a breakdown at a VA ER. Not smart. Secret Service shows up on Mom's door to investigate. He's now on the potential terrorists list. He's 72, hasn't driven in years, Mom and my brother are his "keeper". Dad did his duty and paid dearly. It will be interesting when he is vindicated.

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  9. ak...
    how do you view the holy bible, OT, NT, Jesus -- how did you transition from fundamentalism through awakening...is there truth in the christian theology...
    ...I am in the middle of it. Very difficult to let go of "old" -- trying to reconcile all these things. e-mail if you want postingpeace@gmail.com Thanks

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    1. My overall view of the Bible is that it is an anthology of stories about men seeking God and interacting with the divine. There is much wisdom in the book. It was written by humans in various time periods, the most recent of which were 2,000 years ago. It shouldn't be relied on for cosmology or science. It reflects a very ancient cosmology during a very violent time. It expresses the hopes and fears of those people and their desire for safety and prosperity.

      If you believe in a God who creates, you have to accept there will be order and structure to the universe, the study of which we call science. There is no incompatibility between true science and God.

      The issues that bedevil Christianity, are what compel its growth. The system of belief will never address the central belief they have the inside track to God. This creates an us verses them elitist attitude. A dualistic judgmental mindset> Its couched in proselyting to save people from the wrath of God. Christianity and Islam tend to supplant local cultures and customs, sometimes in good ways, sometimes bad and the history of both faiths is bloody and violent.

      Most religions start with someone having a transcendental experience with the divine. This figure will then teach others. He eventually passes from the scene as all humans do. The followers collect his sayings and writings and these become "sacred texts". Over time the texts get barnacles of customs, practices, rituals. The tendency of written text is that nuance and emotional context of the message gets lost. Practices, rituals, legends and customs rise to the top and become codified and enforced through a priesthood caste who make their living from the teachings. Once this stage is reached the cycle becomes self-perpetuating supplanting personal interaction with the divine with some else's interaction with the divine. Systems of belief, sometims in cooperation with political authorities then disempower the individual rather than empowering their spiritual development. This happens in all religions.

      For me, I had to go to my core knowledge of how God worked with me. We all have that inner sense of our own journey even from youth. When I left the organization I was in (which was very apocalyptic in belief) I had to trust what I felt in my heart that God had no pleasure in the suffering of human beings (God is not monster!)and that God would not create a world this beautiful, and human beings so complex and adaptable and creative to throw entire civilizations away because they had not heard the name of my Holy prophet. Such logic of destruction didn't make sense and for good reason!

      Any questions I had in regard to this were met with answers that basically said: "God's reasoning is not our reasoning", yet they say we are in His image. Surely God if there is a God, He/She/It is more reasonable, more loving, more patient than any human is. Yet they ascribe attributes of hate, jealousy, and vengeful wrath to the deity. It just ain't so.

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    2. There's one story that has done much damage, its the story of Abraham sacrificing his son for God. It has done harm to Christians and Jews. I don't know if its in the Quran but I suspect it is. The three Abrahmic Faiths come from the same root. Its a story that's been used to convey the idea that God would ask us to do unspeakable acts of depravity in service to him. In Christianity the story is used to bolster the Pauline interpretation of the crucifixion event as a proxy death penalty for "Original Sin" mankind inherited from Adam. Abraham is said to have been a "dry run" of what the Father would do to Jesus. This teaching is demonic - God is not a monster! Jesus death was violent, brutal, and indeed horrific. The sequence of events in the Gospel of Mark seems to imply it occured after he threw out the money changers (bankers) from the Temple. But it was not required of God in order for God to forgive us. God forgives because God is love and that's what love does. Jesus entire ministry revolved around this intimate loving view of the Creator. Any view of God that deviates from that, is not the message of Jesus.

      What's at issue in our lives is whether we choose to walk in the love of God and live our lives through it, or whether we will slice and dice each other with judgment as to the worthiness of each other before God. We are all worthy, but not all yet choose to live in the light of God's love. God loves all, and as the scriptures from the dry middle east deserts say "God causes the rain to fall on the righteous and the unrighteous".

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  10. Thank you, Kabuki, for opening up about these personal experiences.

    The last paragraph is exactly what I went through. I grew up within a very strict Christian fundamentalist family. As UFO evidence began to emerge, I also had a whole lot of questions that I needed answered. By nature, I have an constant urge to search, and dig deep below the surface for answers to basically anything of interest. And search I did. It was a painful process, but I knew I would have to start thinking 'out of the box', if I was to get closer to the truth. I felt like I lost out on so much having been brought up under such limited beliefs. My family are those hostile ones you mentioned :-). They still cling to those narrow and abstract concepts. If they knew of my 'broader views', they would certainly believe I was a demon too! Thankfully, I live out of state, which really helps. They are good people, but are strongly set in their beliefs. And yes, they will learn to cope and adapt, just like we did.

    BTW, thanks so much for the World Liberation Day Meditation countdown.. Brilliant! Keep up the good work!

    -A

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  11. I've heard from many sources (via interviews & articles) that what is thought to be modern by the public is actually ancient technology. I strongly recommend that you read all of the 911 articles at Veterans Today & also go to the James Fetzer Blog & listen to all of the interviews regarding 911

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  12. The near-sacrifice of Abraham's son is in the Quran. The son is
    not named, and is (usually) assumed by Muslims to have been
    Ishmael, Abraham's son by his handmaiden Hagar. Though Jacob
    is honored as a Patriarch by Muslims, Ishmael is believed
    to be, along with their father Abraham, the direct ancestor of Mohammed himself.

    AK, your personal journey is interesting to me. I lead a double spiritual life. I am a pillar of my small mainline Protestant - and theologically conservative - parish. The denomination is officially creationist, as is our current pastor, though I know at least some of the parishioners are not. We keep our mouths closed on that topic. Our denomination emphasizes God's grace, his unearned Love.
    A gentle form of Christian orthodoxy, as Christian orthodoxies go.
    Still, sin and hell and the Law and God's righteousness remain realities within its theology. (I was *never* taught that God "enjoys" the suffering of human beings. I was taught it sorrows Him greatly,which is why He sent His Son. The people who go to Hell send themselves, because they don't want to be with God. Read C. S. Lewis.)

    I find much beauty in Christianity, in both the theology and the ritual, and in the love within the people of the congregation. I consider it a second family. I haven't been able to walk away from Christianity. Or that parish. But . . .

    Forty years ago, in my early teens, I read the Seth Material, and later, many of Roberts' other Seth books. Reincarnation.
    A panentheistic God/Reality. Multidimensionality. Our role as creators of our own reality. It struck a deep chord within me.
    At around the same time, I had a mystical experience, in which I sensed the joy - and consciousness - underlying the natural world. That Transcendent Immanence I glimpsed (for a second? for a minute?) was not the personal God of Christianity.

    I've been reading esoteric literature (psi phenomena, astrology, etc.) for years. I've had many lucid dreams of flying through the stars, and lucid dreams of being visited by deceased relatives and pets. I've been reading channelled material online for about 3 years. After a decade of meditating on an irregular basis, I began
    a regular (near daily) practice a year ago - using techniques explicated by the Hathors channelled by Tom Kenyon. About half a year ago I joined a New Age meditation group. I plan to participate
    in the 5/5 meditation.

    The leader of my meditation group thinks my role will be to help awaken the people of my parish when (if) the Shift comes. I've wondered the same thing. The prospect terrifies me. Tell those
    lovely people that for 4/5 of my life I've been reading "demonic" material? That I suspect reincarnation is a reality?

    I'm waiting to see what happens the rest of the year. If nothing
    dramatic happens, I won't be burning my Seth books, and I will continue meditating. I'm too intellectually and spiritually curious to give up Seeking what I got a glimpse of 40+ years ago. But I may give up reading most of the online channellings, in disillusioned disappointment.
    MM

    P.S. Thank you for your labors in compiling the resignations!

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    1. Yours is a common story. Many people are able to be with a body of believers even while holding different views. Its not a balancing act I could do very well, although I tried for a while.

      In my religion, the faith was based around adherence to a common set of dogma not love for one another. As such the organization kept splintering with each new leader that had ambitions or different ideas. A friend of mine is quite active in the Unitarian Universalist (UUA) churches in Minnesota. They are the most diverse group of people you can imagine, they are not bound by a common belief, in fact they encourage questioning, what binds them is a sense of love and concern for each other.

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  13. Thank you for these insights. And to the other "Anonymous" -- seems there are a number of us in transition!

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  14. From yet another Anonymous... I'm also a reader of Koran, with similar transcendental experiences. Good explanation in Koran as to how so many can fail to see what is right in front of them. I'm from a family of rather rigid Military Chaplains. Oh, the Baptist guilt! But why?

    So glad to find American Kabuki! Such a good source of reading on so many unexpected topics this morning.

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