Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Emotional Arrows

Our greatest and darkest moments are now readily available.  It is a time of choosing.  We are entering a period when all will be laid before us.  The best of us.  The not so stellar.

Assistance is available within.  We know when a thought, word or action does not coincide with the opinion of our greater self, by how we feel when it shows up.  If it feels bad then it is not in concert with your plan before you got here.

It is simple to recognize yet not easy to analyze.  Last night I received what I perceived to be a direct attack.  I felt it immediately.  Heat ran through my body and fear showed up; sandwiched between anger and blame.  It was sort of shocking.  I’ve spent most of the last twelve hours wrestling with it.  I’m okay now, and I know what happened.  The words in the attack did not cause the emotion.  It was my immediate thoughts/reactions that brought it on.  They went like this: “This is wrong!” “I must not be wanted.” “I should stop all this blogging.” “They don’t know what they are talking about.”

These very human feelings are merely knee-jerk and reactive.  They do not embody love or unity.  They are in fact divisive and very 3 dimensional.  They are not where I choose to stay.

I choose to be inclusive, in a place where nothing is taken personally.  In fact, words spoken by any of us are merely us talking to ourselves.  Nothing is personal. I yell at my kids because I’m having a bad day.  I react to a verbal attack because I am feeling insecure.  This may not make me enjoy the behavior of my children or the words of my “attacker” any more, but it sure tells me what I can do to change it.

I can love myself.  Its okay that I lashed out, this is earth.  I am not defined solely by my reactions.  I am love.  As a being of light it is my intent to express my unique signature wherever I am.  That’s what we are doing here.  Source is experiencing itself through every thought, word and deed.

That makes all actions okay.  None are “wrong”.  There is a push now to recognize which choice coincides with our core truth and which veers from it.  This is an internal push.  Although I can’t speak for everyone, I suspect it is universal.

 
 We are searching for our inner voice.  Once discovered, we only need to pay attention.  As we are challenged with conflict and upset, this could feel really bad.  Once we recognize the feeling we can use it as a directional arrow – don’t go there.

What feels good does so because in that moment you are expressing truth.  You are loving yourself without reservation.  Regardless of what brings it on, remember how it feels.  It is a statement of your divine truth.  It is the whispering of Agape.  When you hear it, you remember who you are.


You are the one you’ve been waiting for.

2 comments:

  1. Dear Sophia:

    Bless you beautiful. Thank you for your wise words, again. In my experience they promote joy and compassion, and always manage to help me tune emotionally, intellectually and spiritually.

    What you describe here is EXACTLY the process we need to undertake at this time and I commend you wholeheartedly for sharing it. Why? Because it works! Yes?

    Just in case you didn't know, in a more technical way here's what's going on:

    You're right! Pheelings are our pheedback loop. Unprocessed they block the phlow of source energy that sustains us. (This is how we wear our bodies out.)

    It's the mind's role to analyze and sort experience objectively according to the subject--the HEART of the matter. As each outstanding 'issue' is sorted, its duality becomes re-unified and able to align again with the phi-ray.

    This is the sacred phire that propels us through zero-point (accessed through the heart) to the source phield, completing the circuit and creating a conduit back to the in-phinity of all-time, all-space, all-knowledge, all-wisdom, all-bliss etc., from which we all emerged. This experience is beyond description in its scope and magnificence.

    I know this because I've attained this state. I also know this capacity is the rightful inheritance of all of us, and only fear (the result of an unresolved phi-ray) and doubt prevent initiation of the phi-ring process. This is a safety measure.

    We all have the bio-electromagnetic capacity to make the re-connection, right now. What's really stopping us are the potentially form-annihilating blockages we hold. By releasing them we clear our pathways so the power of this energetic flow can be sustained while in physical form. This is the real goal of the Human race (it's a re-lay race).

    I've written extensively on this but unfortunately haven't yet made it public. There's a lot of work to do: the Gordian knot defies linear unraveling! Hey, it's a tough gig. As an offer however, perhaps you may be interested at some point to read what I have so far. I'd be happy to share it with you in its unfinished state if it serves you, so you can pass whatever you find useful along to your readers in your own words if you like (let me know in reply and I'll get you the details to access.)

    By the way, everything I've read from you fits like a glove. It's quite beautiful. You have a substantial audience I believe (despite the lack of comments!) and knowing this information may encourage those who are struggling. (I've been there and I understand how difficult it is. Without having had this experience I may have given up myself.)

    But believe me, this carrot is worth striving for, it's almost within reach, entirely attainable, and more real than this dream we call reality, but at the same time fully supports it. It's a great system when it works. (Ha, what an understatement!)

    In any event, YOUR generosity is already being rewarded. This is always the case, as you undoubtedly know, whether we realize it at the time or only later after the 'smoke' clears.

    Thank you again Sophia. You are very much appreciated!

    As you wisely state:
    WE ARE THE ONES WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR…
    and we're here, now!

    Respect and love.

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  2. Thank you!

    Sure, I would love to see your work. If it substantial, you will have to give me time to absorb it as I wear many hats and am involved in many projects.

    My email is sophia@sophialove.org

    Namaste' and much love.

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