Thursday, July 4, 2013
The shadow side is merely the aspect which you have judge unacceptable
06/30/2013 by John Smallman
You are all one. And that is becoming apparent to ever more of humanity in every moment. The rate of growth of this awareness is phenomenal! Never before on Earth has there been such an amazing and effective awakening process. It is ongoing, unstoppable, and naturally, because it is divinely willed its ultimate completion is ensured. There are a few who will stubbornly resist awakening, and their choice to remain asleep will be absolutely honored until they change their minds, as eventually they will. In the end no one gets left behind or abandoned because God’s Will, with which your wills are becoming increasingly aligned, is always perfectly accomplished.
To align your wills with God’s is your task as humans, but you were created one with Him so your wills are already aligned with His; you have just lost your awareness of this. At your centers, at the deepest levels of yourselves you know all this, but you are also intensely aware of your unloving attitudes, thoughts, words, and actions – the illusory attitudes and behaviors in which humanity always seems to engage – and you know, truly and deeply know, beyond any shadow of a doubt that they are not and never can be in alignment with the will of God. That is terrifying, and so you refuse to acknowledge them, burying them instead beneath the level of conscious awareness that you maintain while operating in the illusion. It is a massive state of denial that requires enormous amounts of your energy to uphold and maintain. When something arises that seems likely to dissolve that state of denial or undermine it, you go into a massive defense mode to protect yourselves from the seeming horror of uncovering that hidden knowledge.
But the flame of divine Love burning constantly within each one of you is intensifying as it is being fed by the divine field of Love enveloping the planet and all the life that she supports. The foundations of that massive state of denial are therefore crumbling inexorably, and what you have attempted to hide from yourselves will be acknowledged. Acknowledgment releases it … and then you will breathe a sigh of relief as you realize that what had so terrified you was unreal. You are Love – because it is from Love that you were created, and anything not in alignment with Love, with God’s holy Will is unreal, does not exist. All your fears are, and always have been, groundless.
Monday, June 17, 2013
You have no idea of the wonders that await you
06/16/2013 by John Smallman
When the moment for humanity’s awakening arrives – as it most surely will because it is God’s Will – joy and amazement will engulf you all. You have no idea of the wonders that await you – wonders that will uplift and inspire even the most skeptical among you. Once humanity has awakened you will find yourselves in a different world, one that has changed out of all recognition, and yet, it will also be the same world! That is indeed a paradox, one that you will understand with absolute clarity when you have awakened, but for now you will just have to accept that it is beyond your understanding. This is because the illusion, your present world experience, has severely limited your awareness and your intelligence; it is, as you know, an environment of limitation. When you awaken, the limitations will have gone and infinite knowledge will be available to you. All you will have to do is to choose the field of knowledge which you wish to embrace and your understanding will instantly be complete.
Living without laws or limits, as you will be doing – the laws of science, physics, human laws, religious laws, in fact, any kind of law or limit you can possibly imagine – is most wonderfully freeing. In Reality, in Heaven there are no laws or limits because all life, all consciousness, all sentient beings are perfectly and completely in alignment with the Will of God. It is the only Will, and It is utterly free – an impossible concept for you to grasp as you strive and struggle with the constant laws and limits that a human existence imposes upon you. This infinite freedom provides an environment of boundless harmony in which all that exists melds and integrates in an endless selection of creative opportunities that complement and add to each other in the enormous and constantly expanding field of divine energy – Love – whose never-ending beauty and wonder will ceaselessly delight and astonish you.
Does this perhaps sound too good to be true? I assure you that it is not. It is the limits with which the illusion has basically ensnared you which make it beyond the bounds of possibility for you to imagine the wonders of God’s Domain that awaits your awakening. Know that what God has created by His Will is for your everlasting joy, and that nothing can prevent even one of you from being an essential, inseparable and totally aware and fully conscious aspect of that state: eternal Oneness with your Father.
Your Father’s greatest joy is to see His children happy. It is also His Will, and so this happiness will come into being, forever. Any fears, worries, or anxieties that may disturb you – such as feeling unworthy of His Love; of being a grave sinner whom He can never forgive; or just plain wondering why He should be interested in you or care for you at all – can be dismissed because each one of you is dearly loved. . . because you are you. You need do nothing to prepare yourselves or make yourselves acceptable to Him. He created you perfect; all of creation is perfect; and there is no way that you can improve on that. Just let go of fear and all the unloving and fearful thoughts that pop into your minds. Focus on Love, His eternal Love for you, and remind yourselves whenever doubts or anxieties arise that His Will is for you to be eternally happy.
Your experiences of unhappiness, dissatisfaction, pain and suffering are all of the illusion – imaginary states that you constructed and which no longer serve you. When you offer love in every situation you will discover very quickly how rewarding it can be. You do not need to go around telling people that you love them; just hold love for them in your hearts while neither attacking them nor defending yourselves. Doing that completely alters your individual energy fields, making them safe and welcoming to all, and others will feel this even if they are not consciously aware of it. You are beings of Love, so to do this is to recognize and embrace your natural state. As you do, all doubts and anxieties will just fall away and your energy fields will clear so that you feel buoyant, uplifted, confident in just being yourselves, and that is how you are meant to feel.
You are not and never have been responsible for how others feel. Each of you is responsible for how you yourself feel. If you offer only love, then you will feel good about yourselves. When you see others who are unhappy, suffering, you will feel compassion, empathy for them, but you need not and should not embrace their suffering: it helps neither of you. When you can give them some time – you do not need to give anyone all of your time – be present for them, listen to them, without interrupting to offer guidance or advice, and your quiet presence will be very healing for them. If they should ask for advice offer it, but sparingly, because you will never be able to fully understand what they need, and just a few kind words will present them with new perceptions to enable them to release whatever is causing them pain.
All are one, but by not being loving you shut yourselves off from that divine state and anxieties flood in to disturb you. Feelings that disturb you are an indication that you need to focus on being loving, thus opening yourselves to engage with the divine field of Love in which you are eternally immersed. As you have so often been told, Love is the answer to every problem, to every issue, and enables you to find solutions that work for everyone involved. Dismiss your fears by intentionally and very consciously opening to the divine field of Love which envelops you in every moment of your eternal existence, thus allowing your guides to help you see things more clearly and leading to the resolution of issues with which you have been concerned. It is likely that the solution that results will not be what you had expected, because frequently your expectations, your ideas of what needs to occur are not in alignment with Love’s solution, the only viable solution.
Let Love resolve your issues and problems by letting them go and handing them over to the divine Wisdom that will compassionately and gently show you the way forwards.
With so very much love, Saul.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
You Light-bearers are filling the world with the fire of divine Love
01/27/2013 by John Smallman
When you come to terms, as soon you will, with the realization of what an extraordinary energy shift occurred in December last year, affecting Earth and all the life forms she so lovingly supports, you will be truly amazed. It was not a one-off momentary event, but one of enormous power and magnitude that had been planned most carefully, so that over a period of months the crescendo of the divine energy field interacting with Earth would peak in mid-December as the New Age arrived and set humanity off on a new and far more direct path towards Home — one that would short-circuit the old, extremely vague and meandering ones that you had been attempting, with very limited success, to follow for eons.
You have spent far more time in the illusion than you envisaged when you entered it. Yes, you thought that an existence separated from your Father would be both inspiring and freeing, but at the depths of your being you knew that you would never relinquish your grasp on Reality. You would hide Reality from yourselves so that your illusory experience would seem very real, but you would not, indeed could not, actually separate yourselves from It. And you knew that when your games became boring or frightening you could return Home.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
A massive release of pent-up negative energy is occurring in preparation for humanity’s awakening
12/09/2012 by John Smallman
As the time left before your awakening shrinks away, focus on showing compassion to those whom you find offensive, remembering that all unlovingness is caused by a lack of self worth, a sense of unacceptability, and the fear that that generates often leads to offensive behavior. This does not mean condoning offensive behavior, but reacting with a counter-attack is unhelpful and often causes a severe escalation of anger. Fear and anger arise when promises have been broken or trust has been betrayed, and there are probably none among you who have not experienced this. When you develop true compassion you also develop the strength to interact peacefully with those who are behaving offensively, demonstrating acceptance of them as you listen and attempt to understand their pain.
Presently on Earth, a massive release of pent-up negative energy, in the form of attitudes and behaviors that are opposed to Love, is occurring in preparation for humanity’s awakening. The Light-bearers and way-showers are heavily involved in this as they strengthen their intent to be loving in every moment, linking themselves ever more securely to the divine field of Love encircling the planet, which itself strengthens and intensifies as more and more of you realize that Love is the way forward, and add your loving intentions to those already engaged in this work.
The ongoing wars and conflicts, which in some areas seem to be intensifying, are indications of this massive energy release. Those involved are becoming aware that conflict does not resolve anything — it just intensifies division and hatred — and are working to turn around the negative attitudes that have prevailed for so long; and they are succeeding. Your intent to send love and healing to those who are suffering in those situations is enormously effective. Continue to do so every time you think of the endemic suffering across the world. Just a moment spent intending as you turn the page of a book, get into the car, or take a drink of water, has a very measurable effect. Do not discount your efforts as insignificant or ineffectual because that reduces their efficacy; just know that you have exceptional power when you intend to send love, compassion, acceptance, and forgiveness to anyone or to any group anywhere.
Monday, October 15, 2012
In every interaction expect to find a loving response
10/14/2012 by John Smallman
Your awakening is divinely assured, and you know that deep in your hearts. Make a point of going to that place within frequently each day, where awareness of your divine nature dwells, to remind yourselves of how dearly your Father loves you, because it is very easy for you to be wholly caught up in the distractions of daily living, and so forget your reason for being on Earth right now.
You are all conduits for His Love, and it is essential that you keep those conduits fully open so that the love within each one of you can awaken and join with His Love as It flows through you constantly to inspire, uplift, and engage with all of humanity. This is your task; you know it. And your innermost desire and hope is to engage with it as fully as you can. So be open, generous, accepting, compassionate listeners, sharing God’s Love by just being yourselves – and not the masks of confidence and perhaps indifference that many of you have become accustomed to put on when dealing with the distractions of the illusion (daily life) – thus helping to bring in the New Age for which all are yearning. It is coming, it will arrive very soon, but your open and loving input is an essential and irreplaceable part of that process.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Your beliefs bind you to the illusion
09/30/2012 by John Smallman
The excitement mounts as your awakening draws ever closer. You have been waiting a long time for this and you will not be disappointed. Some of you have had so called “peak experiences,” when whatever you were doing flowed perfectly and at a level of competence or ability that was way beyond what you would describe as normal. It was uplifting for you, even galvanizing, because it seemed that you could do no wrong, could do nothing to interrupt or prevent this energetic flow from delivering the most remarkable outcome. The sheer wonder of moments like those are as nothing compared to what awaits you upon your awakening.
The journey to reach this stage in your evolution has indeed been arduous — a long and exhausting endeavor — but the end is in sight, and even though you have doubts, deep within yourselves you have a certainty, a knowing that this is true. When you relax, meditate, or pray, seek out this certainty within yourselves; focus on it and intend that you awaken, because doing so reminds you that this is your destiny and that it is God’s Will for you. By doing this regularly you allow yourselves to confirm that deep inner knowing and your doubts fade. You are on your way Home, and nothing will divert you from that path because it is calling to you so irresistibly.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
You will begin to experience strange thoughts or intimations
09/26/2012 by John Smallman
The field of divine Love enveloping Planet Earth is having an enormous effect on humanity. Its influence is irresistible and irreversible, and because of it you are all moving towards Love and away from fear.
Wars, terrorist attacks, criminal activity, and political activity in every field – international affairs, corporate, local, educational, health, religious, etc. – are all driven by fear, and have been for eons. Fear is so ingrained in humanity, in every nation, race, and culture, that it is very difficult to eradicate. Nevertheless, that is what you have been doing very slowly for a very long time, and in the last few decades your rate of progress has been accelerating.
Love is the divine force field, It is eternal, It is one, It is without opposite, It is that in which all that exists is incorporated and unified.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
You are gearing up for the enormous changes that lie just ahead
09/19/2012 by John Smallman
You are gearing up for the enormous changes to your mode of living that lie just ahead. Your energetic frequencies are being adjusted to cope with the astronomical increases in energy that will shortly be available for you to access, should you so wish, and most of you will because then your creativity will burst forth dynamically, offering limitless new directions to explore and enjoy.
You are creative beings, but within the illusion your abilities have been very severely restricted, and when you awaken all those restrictions will be gone. The freedom on offer in your new domain is infinite and, in your present state, unimaginable to you. There truly are no restrictions on the power that will be available to you or on how you use it, because when you awaken, every purpose that you hold, everything you choose to do will be guided by your unconditionally loving intent to delight all with the benevolent enchantment of your creative innovations. And that is exactly what you will accomplish, constantly.
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Note: The please don't jump to the conclusion that this channeling is about people dying, it is not! Its about truly living as we were meant to live. -AK
Heaven is the destination towards which all are heading
09/16/2012 by John Smallman
The moment for humanity’s mass awakening draws ever closer. The divine Love field enveloping the planet is continuing to intensify and strengthen as more and more of you open to it and allow it to change your perspective on life and its meaning. The flame of love that is eternally alight within each one of you is growing and spreading its influence ever further afield as you empower it with your intent to release all that is unloving within you and offer only love, whatever the situation may be in which you find yourself. This spiritual evolution, in which you are all so intimately involved, is a magnificent creative venture whose purpose is to wash away once and for all the pain and suffering that you have been experiencing and which makes the illusion seem so real to you.
Even the mainstream media is helping here, because the sight of suffering, however caused, projected visually and audibly into your homes does lead to a rise in compassion. Before the times of radio, television, and easy travel it was very difficult to share or promulgate the stark facts of human suffering to a world where people lived, as it were, cocooned and isolated in their own small communities. A few made a point of being informed on these matters and did their best to help those in need, but the effects of their efforts were very limited.
With all your new technologies and mass education, it is now impossible to remain unaware of the appalling conditions in which so many are attempting to live and raise their families. And this rising awareness, over the last one hundred and fifty years or so, has brought the energy of enormous loving intent to bear on these issues. Sometimes it has been misguided, but for the most part great strides have been made in arousing people to join together in groups to provide assistance and constructive ideas to help those most in need. This desire and fierce intent to help the less fortunate has been growing exponentially in the last few decades and has now become self-sustaining.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Your future is taking on a glorious golden hue
09/12/2012 by John Smallman
All sentient life — and all life is sentient — is divinely created, divinely loved, divinely honored, and divinely cherished. Consequently, to judge yourselves or others is totally inappropriate. However, not to do so is hard for you because, within the illusion that you have built and continue to maintain, you see people, bodies, egos, working mainly self-centeredly to improve their status, their wealth, their power, and seeking happiness as a result of these unreal but dearly-hoped-for achievements.
When you chose to believe in and enter the illusion, you chose to leave behind your wisdom and other spiritual aspects that would cramp your style. You could not, of course, really leave them behind because they are eternal and inseparable aspects of yourself, but as it was an illusion you were able to pretend that you had. And having invested in that pretense you were able to play a very intense game of improving your situation at the expense of others.
Monday, September 10, 2012
All the power of Heaven is assisting you
09/09/2012 by John Smallman
Time is the most difficult part of the illusion for you to accept as illusory because moments pass continuously – you do something, it’s over, time has passed – in one direction only, and there is apparently nothing you can do about it. Approximately 13.7 billion years ago, the Big Bang occurred and the Universe started to form. It has been moving outwards ever since then, spreading farther and farther from the starting-point, unremittingly and unrestrainedly. To you it all seems awesome – the universe, and the flow of time. And yet each one of you is far vaster than all of that!
You are God’s children; you are infinitely powerful. But you have allowed yourselves to access only an infinitesimal part of that power. You have become so accustomed to your smallness in comparison to the universe’s vastness that is very hard for you to believe this.
However, those of you who have truly opened your hearts in love have discovered within yourselves a sense of limitlessness that has amazed and awed you – and that is only the beginning of your understanding of what you truly are. Amazement beyond your wildest dreams awaits your awakening!
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
You are on the edge of a massive disruption to normal life09/05/2012 by John Smallman
You are on the edge of a massive disruption to what you call normal life, which will be sensational in its unfoldment while inspiring and uplifting you. You have been working very hard to reach this point in your spiritual evolution, and you have truly earned the monumental accolades and honors that are shortly to be bestowed upon you. You know all this, but while you stay within the confines of the illusion the memory of that knowledge remains hidden from you. What is required of you is that you continue to hold the Light on high as you trust your Father to deliver all that He has promised you, as you truly know He will.
The Light that you are bearing before you with such forbearance and determination is a beacon to many who are aware that something strange is in the air, that all is not as it seems. Your constancy and imperturbability are amazingly effective stabilizing influences on all in your vicinity, and on all who know you, even though you yourselves are mostly unaware of the powerful and supportive presence that your loving behavior constantly demonstrates.
Sunday, September 2, 2012
You are going through a period of expert restoration and renewal
09/02/2012 by John Smallman
Things are happening thick and fast! Great progress has been made in the awakening process. If you could see what we see, you would be absolutely astounded because so many essential changes have taken place, under the radar as it were, to bring the process ever closer to completion. Those who would prevent the awakening are pulling out all the stops in their final efforts to defeat the Light – which obviously is quite impossible. Just intensify your determination to awaken, and watch as these essential changes continue to occur.
We are all one — humanity, your space families, and we in the spiritual realms — because All, Everything That Exists, does so in the eternal and divine field of Love that is God. There is nowhere else, and the vast majority of those apparently enveloped within the illusion – which seems so immense from within it – are working most effectively to dissolve this tiny imaginary pocket of nothingness which appears so real. The moment for its dissolution is close and cannot be avoided or prevented.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
The apparent interminability of the waiting
08/29/2012 by John Smallman
We are all one. You know that. It means, among many other things, that we in the spiritual realms are constantly aware of you doing your best to awaken yourselves and all of humanity from the illusion. It is a difficult and sometimes exhausting task that you chose to take on, and we honor you dearly for your courage and your persistence. You are succeeding! It just seems that it is taking far longer than you expected to achieve fulfillment of that undertaking, and so it has become a chore for you, whereas when you agreed to do it you engaged with it with enormously high hopes and incredible enthusiasm.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Closure is imminent — as is disclosure!
08/26/2012 by John Smallman
All of God’s children are being nudged towards awakening, and they are for the most part responding very positively. The times of darkness, chaos, confusion, and suffering are drawing to a close as divinely intended; in fact, closure is imminent — as is disclosure! The truth that humanity on Planet Earth is not alone in the vast universe surrounding and enveloping you can no longer be kept secret. So very many know this, have personal experience of it, and have shared that knowing with others, that the attempts to keep this truth secret are no longer feasible — they are in fact insane.
As Jesus told you, “In my Father’s house there are many mansions.” “His house” is all of creation and the mansions are not billions of dead, sterile planets, but glorious, fruitful, and plentiful environments lovingly tended by His beloved children, living in gracious creative harmony and abundance. These children are your brothers and sisters, and when you come together again and renew with them your familial rapport, your joy will be boundless.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Big governments are in a massive state of disintegration
08/22/2012 by John Smallman
Truly wonderful things are happening all across the planet as the moment for awakening approaches. Many of you can sense the energies of change that are infiltrating the mass consciousness and leading you forward into the loving embrace of the divine energy field now enveloping Earth and all the life forms that she supports. You have only to relax and allow that energy to infuse you as you immerse yourselves in its soothing balm. Doing so dramatically alters your individual energy fields, bringing them more and more into harmony with the divine one. Harmony is spreading across the planet in a wave of peace and compassion, softening hearts that had become ever harder and more impenetrable during eons of conflict, betrayal, and intense suffering.
This softening brings with it light, openness, and a willingness to listen, hear, understand, and cooperate with others who profess philosophies, cultures, ethnicities, and values that differ from your own. It gives you the interest and the motivation to look for meeting-points within them, where you can communicate meaningfully and share your experiences for the benefit of all. This ability to communicate with people of different races, nations, cultures, and religious beliefs is of course very recent, but it is being grasped most enthusiastically all over the world. And the resulting communications are showing you that people everywhere have the same basic needs and desires – they do not want war! – and that mostly your politicians have a totally different perspective on what is important.
Sunday, August 19, 2012
08/19/2012 by John Smallman
Humanity’s awakening is at hand. Of course you keep hearing that, because it is a fact. Within the illusion however, time often seems to drag slowly and relentlessly onwards without an identifiable destination or purpose, as pain and suffering continue to plague your lives. Time is illusory, and in your perception it generally slows down when you want it to pass more quickly, and it passes more quickly when you want it to slow down. That in itself should demonstrate very clearly to you that it can only be illusory.
Reality is constant, without inconsistency or imprecision of any kind. It is perfect, clear, transparent, and authentic, just as God created It. Reality has no need of time, and within It there is only the eternal now, the permanent moment in which God and His creation exist eternally. While you remain apparently enslaved within your illusory time-determined reality, that is an idea that is totally inconceivable to you: everything must have a beginning and an end; any concept other than that seems utterly insane.
Since the Big Bang, or whatever other beginning you choose to believe in, it seems that everything has been moving away from that point towards a final disintegration, because nothing lasts forever. And yet, modern physics has shown that all that does exist in your illusory reality is composed of energy which is indestructible. This presents you with quite an enigma. Nothing lasts for ever and yet nothing can be destroyed.
Monday, August 6, 2012
Focus on the magnificent spirit of these games.
08/05/2012 by John Smallman
Humanity is waking up! Friendship and respect are flowing across the planet as never before because so many are taking a very personal interest in the Olympic Games and delighting in the skill and talent displayed by so many dedicated sportsmen and women. This is an enormous turning point in human relations as the mass appeal of these games inspires people to shelve their differences and focus on what you all have in common – being human on Planet Earth.
This coming together of many varied cultures from all over the world at one location at this moment in your evolution is indeed an event of enormous significance. Its significance has not yet truly penetrated humanity’s consciousness, but as the games progress and draw to a close, it will become breathtakingly apparent. New friendships struck up during this period of mass inter-cultural coming together and communication will confirm what many have been feeling for a number of years now, namely that wars and the resultant suffering, disharmony, resentments, and alienation are way past their “sell-by date” and need to be discontinued.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Your awakening will allow you to interact fully with all of creation
08/01/2012 by John Smallman
We are all one – there is no separation. Your human perception of individuality is caused by the severely limited state of consciousness that you experience, and this makes it extremely difficult for you to perceive very much at all. As individuals, you engage in apparently separate disciplines, areas of interest, of study, of entertainment, of activity, etc. which further emphasize your sense of separation and hide from you the all-encompassing oneness that is your original and eternal state of existence. Your awakening will remove those severe limitations, allowing you to interact fully with all of creation and to offer all your diverse skills and talents to enhance God’s ongoing creative enterprise, in which all participate gloriously and harmoniously.
Because of your presently limited state of consciousness, you have only a very slight awareness of your skills and talents as you use them to earn your living or to entertain yourselves, but you are all extremely talented and creative beings, and this will become apparent and will delight you when the illusion dissolves and you are once more able to access the infinite knowledge of the divine realms. To fully partner with God in your creative endeavors is, and always has been, your destiny, and you are shortly to engage with it.
Your destiny is your natural state, the state in which God created you as eternal beings always at one with Him. You have never left it; it just seems that you have, and your present ongoing life experience is a distraction – an extremely powerful and enticing one – with which you engage continuously through your bodies and all their senses. Yes, your bodies are powerful, distracting attention-grabbers, and that includes your thought processes and emotions; and it is very difficult for you to withdraw your focus from them for very long because they always seem to have needs requiring your attention – food, drink, exercise, sleep, entertainment, worry, competing, winning, etc.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
07/29/2012 by John Smallman
Humanity has been most successfully impregnated with God’s divine Love. The seed was always there, and now the nourishing rain of the divine energy field encircling the Earth is bringing it enthusiastically to life. It has lain dormant for a long time – although it has occasionally been tempted to respond to God’s constant outpouring of Love – because humanity was not ready for the enormous shift in perspective necessary for it to flourish. That has all changed, and the constant nourishment it is receiving from that divine energy field, to which is added humanity’s own intense desire to awaken, has sparked an irreversible chain of events that will culminate in your awakening.
From our vantage point in the spiritual realms the view is amazingly beautiful. The brightness of the field of Love enveloping you all is stunning! So much progress has been made in such a short time, compared to the eons during which the illusion held you fast in its thrall, when Reality was hidden from you by the fog of chaos and confusion, prompting your sense of separation which soon enveloped you completely, and cutting off all memories of who you were and where you came from.
That fog is dissolving, and already glimpses of Reality are appearing, as integrity, honesty, and transparency start to replace the dissemblance and corruption with which your worldly affairs have been conducted for so long. The old order is crumbling all around you, despite the frantic efforts of those it supports to prevent this from happening, and its demise cannot much longer be prevented. Clement conditions, in which you will live and thrive, will soon be upon you, and you will find that the time during which you have been waiting and hoping for this has been exceptionally well-spent.