Hello! Welcome to Saturday. We’ve almost reached the end of this Quest. We’ll finish on Sunday, which is technically the beginning of next week. This is intentional and perfect as we are eternal and this journey is circular. It never ends.
We will have another Quest on October 13th, 2014. As Facebook does not allow for the addition of new dates, look for another event invite in a few weeks. As we uncover self love, we discover beneath each layer is only more.
There is not an end to love, a limit to how much you get to have or a time when your heart can’t take anymore. More love is just, well, more.
I am not sure what draws you here but I know why I’m here. Like you, I have a head full of aches and a heart full of broken things that I’d rather not be there. It’s not that I think about them consciously, yet they protect/prevent me from full on exposure – sort of like a wet suit.
We can be, and we are actually, swimming in love without feeling it as deeply as is possible. This protective suit has it all under control.
It feels risky to love without the suit. Exposure has been known to create all sorts of damage. Who, in their right mind, wants that?
Love is about the heart, not the mind. Words and events that create pain, hurt because your thoughts say they hurt. Your heart knows what’s true. Nothing exponential is ever achieved without risk. You’ll have to take off the suit.
You’ll never get the “full effect” with it on. Now your head will come up with all sorts of reasons to keep covered. In a logical and predictable and Newtonian world, they make sense. We’ve moved beyond logical now. We’ve inched ever so much closer to miraculous.
In your very depths is this huge capacity for compassion. The most hideous and desperate are sacred there. Every millimeter of you is faultless. Deformity is not an option through lenses of love. Pain is not perceived by a pure heart. How could it be that this “other” could hurt you? This “other” is you. Open your eyes and see yourself.
In all your anger and sadness, accusations and self pity, there rests just one truth. This is the recognition of love. Love is remembered, it is not found. In your first moment, birthed from Source, love was all you knew. Your glory lit the sky and we all gave thanks for your arrival.
Hidden beneath your fear of exposure is that brilliance from your beginning. It peeks out the cracks in your armor and tells us we are the same. We are bits of light, moments of love, armfuls of happy. We are so much more than any logical, fearful thought.
Our time as human is limited. None of us know how long we’ll be with each other. Embrace the moment you know you share, this moment now, with both hands and let go. Enjoy the ride. Scream with joy, scream with fear if you must yet don’t let the possibility of pain stop you from taking this ride. You are here together for a reason. Your only chance at finding it is on the other end of control.
Free is the gift of Agape. Self love opens all your closed doors and lets us in.
You are the One we’ve been waiting for.
See you tomorrow.
My new website has been published and you can go there to sign up for next weeks drawing – www.sophialove.org