Saturday, January 10, 2015

Creation vs Control


Creation vs Control
by American Kabuki

This is an emerging set of thoughts so I will do my best with what is not completely formed within my own being.  During my conversations over the last 15 years with GW Hardin, there was one in which he discussed with me some very secretive explorations of the universe were done by I believe some very secretive government researchers with technologies that allowed them to peer into other universes.  They found that Universes that had no freedom, were somewhat geometric and devoid of life forms.  It seems that life itself thrives on the knife edge of chaos, which is not randomness at all but structures of very complex energies and influences. Life thrives where choice and love thrives. We have a rich universe of life because of choice and a certain letting go of control by Source - yet Source is within each being as it makes its choices and we've seen in recent years Source exerting direct control through embodiments free will choices to bring the experiment in separation to a closure.

Kevin Kelly in his book out of control lists the ability to let go of control, as one of the defining characteristics of a God, because in doing so the truly unexpected creation happens.  So do some events that we may not like at an individual level.  And that experience generates in us a desire for control.

The duality upon earth has been phrased as DARK vs. LIGHT, yet what human is without either of those aspects?  A policeman kills a gun wielding murderer in his tracks, and protects a hundred others. Yet he killed a human just like the murderer.  Hard to judge things based on just acts, and even harder to judge the intent when you don't know the heart.  Judging is a messy business all around as it assumes there is an "OTHER" that is separate.

I was trained in logic. I love truth.  Its clean and there's no after-taste or blowback although it can sting like hell in the short term.  I have had people lie to me in the purest of intent.  Was that dark or light?  Tough call to make and not mine to judge. What I do know is that lies caused me more grief than the truth ever did.

One person creates an elaborate illusion to protect the lives of their family, and it was believed. Was that dark or light? Tough call to make? I saw only love at work. Would I have have done it that way? No. And the complications were enormous. But I have my own life and journey.  No judgement. I had a blogger try to make the argument to me last summer that "sometimes you had to tell a lie for a higher good".  I stopped carrying their blog posts. It didn't set well with me.  My stomach knotted. Seen this before. The "higher good" is a judgement that says they know more what is "the higher good" than you do. If you feel I can't handle the truth and must be managed and controlled as to what truth I get, I won't carry your writing. Because to me its manipulation and judgement rolled into one. I am pretty simple that way.  Told me much though of what to expect in the months that followed.  It was about control. I knew that last July.  Didn't know how it was going to play out but play out it did. And when they didn't control the people close to them they came unhinged.  I have never seen such rage emerge from a person. They were, how shall we say? Out of control? Acceptance is tough, and its not exclusively a feminine ability.


The "DARK cabal" suppressed tech and poisoned the planet with petrochemical wastes, pesticides, and organophosphates.  The dark ages were all about wiping out intuitive gene pool in Europe, nobody expected the Spanish inquisition.  Yet the "LIGHT" side of this experiment in duality within the Divines and ETs, sequestered knowledge of their history, our history, and their involvement in it. That knowledge could have helped humanity, which is a bit of a really "DARK" thing to do to a planet.  It was about control. They blame it on "Heaven's decrees", but what does that say for their "Heaven" and their own abrogation of their I AM consciousness and responsibility - much less the baseline concept of LOVE?  Procedure trumps love?  What kind of god do you have?

In theological circles its MALE vs. FEMALE consciousness. God vs Goddess.  The esoteric food of Western religion is certainly laced with male flavored spice extracts from the sands of the middle east.  Patriarchy was born in the middle east. In Asia has lavender and jasmine incense of the Goddess - yet millions languish in abject poverty.  Buddhism, Taoism and Hinduism reflect that. Yet is not Creator Source not ALL THESE ASPECTS of Male and Female?  Male is seen as logic, suppression. Female is seen as acceptance, intuition.  Yet what male is without acceptance and tenderness, and what woman is without the desire if not need for control of her children, home and husband?

These aspects are in all sexes to one degree or another and if you take this mindset the best you can do create gawd-awful stereotypes.  It got really ridiculous in village last summer during the QEG build as that machine was dubbed female.  I was just sure people would soon start wearing little QEGs around their neck like crucifixes.  All hail the QEG!  Can a machine have a gender?  Why is one even needed?  I thought this was about generating electricity?  In Latin-derived languages everything has a gender, so I suppose you can give a machine a gender, but in English only boats are female.  There was much discussion for a bit about the superiority of the feminine.  Which doesn't go over really well with men who have grown up in the post-women's liberation generations. My mom's generation had a genuine beef with men.  The pendulum of extremes never seems to settle in the middle. Thankfully Heather and Dani took some people aside and said "Do you realize how that kind of talk makes men feel?  Source is both aspects and that kind of thinking is just more separation!"

There's also the split of LOGIC vs. INTUITION.  Atlantis and Lemuria civilizations are said to represent that duality of feminine and male thinking on earth. A friend wrote an article this summer on the evil of logic... and shortly did some rather illogical things.  I have never seen intuition or logic as mutually incompatible.  My friend Caleb is an excellent logician and amazing programmer but also extremely intuitive.  He doesn't like to talk about his intuitive abilities so I won't embarrass him here by doing so.  But he is truly gifted intuitively.   He's just very private about that.  His creativity shows his intuitive side, and he was always the first person to show himself and be my friend when I was going through some very rough times personally.  He senses things.  And I love that about him.  He also sniffs and points out bullshit people call intuition  like a woman holding her nose with her husband's dirty socks.  And people have not always reacted well to that.  The assume he doesn't have intuition since he's a computer programmer.  He's often been correct.  And what he doesn't know he at least doesn't talk about pretending he does.  Caleb is found of saying "the bits must compile"...which is his way of saying if you can't describe it accurately he can't program it.  Intuition and reasoning are powerful tools when used together.  Its about balance.

I have tended to diagnose computer hardware and software issues with intuition as much as I did with logic. In fact I wasn't even good at logic until after years of practice in low level machine language programming of mainframes. It was a learned discipline which became part of me. Machines are very unforgiving of logical errors.  There are people running VISA cards and passengers buying bullet train tickets  in France on software that I had a hand in coding and implementing. I had an employer in San Diego who wanted me to be able to describe how I was solving the problems I did, but I couldn't describe the process in simple flow charts of logic. It was intuitive and he could not understand anything arrived at outside of logic. To him that was impossible. But then he had no right brain function due to an childhood meningitis infection.  He didn't have dreams either.  I cannot imagine life without dreaming.  It would be sterile for me if that was true of my life.  I have known at least one individual who had no cognitive right brain operating within him, yet he was very functional and intelligent, just not intuitive.

In reviewing all this, it seems to me that the issue is really CONTROL vs CREATION.  Within the so called DARK and LIGHT realms is one constant, THE CONTROL OF HIERARCHY.  And even within the human realms of government religion and politics, what is the first thing to get defunded, axed, or attacked?  THE CREATIVE ARTS!    And the recent terrorist incident of Charlie Hebdo in Paris, ostensibly home grown Parisian muslim extremists according to the media, but that satire publication went after a good many French and European politicians as well!  The truth of what really happened in that military style execution will come out eventually, like 9/11.  Political cartons are powerful artistic mediums for truth.  So are movies and music.

When I was in my twenties and a Christian, rock and roll was attacked as being Satanic and churches were banning kids from listening to Twisted Sister and Heavy Metal bands and before that it was Alice Cooper.  Music has to sound a certain way to please dogma, say the right words, and most of all never point out the fallacies and hypocrisies of lives of the pius.  The movie Dogma, The Life of Brian, which were both very funny exposes on dogma of religion and the game of telephone that is played when one man's experience with the transcendent gets passed down over the generations as if it is the only one that had ever happened.  All religions start out that way. And over time its not about the experience its about the rules and the CONTROL.

It seems to me we've missed what's really going on by the way we've framed it all... especially when we use the term LIGHT and DARK.    Great evils have been done in the name of saving people because what was really going on was an attempt to CONTROL OTHERS.   BUT THERE IS NO OTHER! THERE IS ONLY THE ONE!  SO WHAT IS THERE TO CONTROL? EXCEPT THE ONE THING WE DO HAVE CONTROL ON...OURSELVES?

And CREATION...PATENTS, COPYRIGHTS, LICENSING.. END USER AGREEMENTS, ROYALTIES, every scheme imaginable to control every derivation of thought and creativity based any contact with prior creations.  CONTROL...EVERYWHERE CONTROL.

Plant the "wrong" shrub in front of your condo or paint it a different color in a creative moment and the Homeowners Association gestapo will fine you, and if you don't pay the fine they put a lien on your home and take it way! For what? So some simple minded control freaks can have their vanilla flavored world where everything looks like eggs neatly packaged in a carton.  Creation is messy, sensual, you have to wash your hands afterwards, get mud off your garden boots, and wash the paint brushes afterwards. Nothing neat and tidy about Creation - and there's no explaining it - it gushes forth from the heart and onto the screen or into binary digits encoded in pulses of light.

Some of the most creative people I have known have been computer programmers.  They are not like accountants, they are more like musicians. Many are musicians, poets and artists in their off hours. Those traits are very common among programmers.  And companies have found that when they let up on the controls of what hours they work, what they wear to work, and even where they work, they thrive, and are CREATIVE!    When CONTROL is abandoned, CREATIVITY THRIVES.  The problem with loss of innovation in America is due to the increasing levels of control being exerted.

Morocco is a good case in point.  There's no market as free as the markets in Morocco. You can find absolutely ANYTHING here.  For a price...and if you know the right place or people.  Just the way it is.   There is a tax system here but the locals don't seem to pay much attention to it.  And OMG!  The arguments Moroccan's have the border guards...that is an education on how much freedom of speech Americans no longer enjoy because Homeland Security would throw an American in jail cell so fast they wouldn't know what hit them.  But Moroccan security people, see their countrymen and women as fellow human beings, and I have to say I really like that about this country!

They've had some many empires roll through this land over the centuries the people got VERY VERY CREATIVE at surviving and fiercely independent about their families.  Its also why family structures in Morocco are so strong and extended, they needed to be to survive.   There is  police here, and the ruling family does exert their power when and where they can.  But the control I feel here as a tourist is no where near the level of control I felt living in the USA with cameras on every street light and intersection and the ubiquitous data collection that is going on of personal data and its data mining in the USA.

The late remote viewer Ingo Swann wrote a series of three books on the subject of Power.  I bought two of the series years ago when he was still alive.  It wasn't what I expected.   I thought of power in terms of the hard power of military might and police forces.  That's mostly for show, to keep that in the back of the public mindspace.  The strongest power and control governments use is SOFT POWER, the power of ridicule, the power of abandonment, the power to make somethings accepted knowledge and others either sequestered or politically incorrect. Subtle daily manipulations.  Humans at an individual level do the same things, mates with their spouses can be very conditional in the love they show and the same thing goes on in groups of friends.

CONTROL and the desire to CONTROL generates all kind of aberrations that go contrary to PURE LOVE and CREATION.   PURE LOVE ALLOWS... therefore with PURE LOVE comes CREATION.  Perhaps the question we wrestle with is not the one of LIGHT vs DARK, MALE vs FEMALE, or LOGIC vs INTUITION... all those aspects are within every human.   Perhaps the real issue is CONTROL vs CREATION, do we attempt to exert control on others  or do allow for CREATION?  If Source is operating within, is it not possible that even "the bad choices" (the ones you or I might not choose) be ultimately for some creative purpose or eventually directed that way by the ONE, which is ALL?



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