Monday, July 27, 2015

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Sphere Alliance Message #40
The Game of Existence

On Jul 27, 2015, at 6:26 PM, joe renaud  wrote:

I've been reading your blog since before the OPPT started posting their articles on your site.

Two simple Questions to Denice and  the Allaince;

I surmised years ago that all beings are in a perpetual "game of existence" in all realms that allows for no other choice but one. That one choice is to be forced to play the game in all realms, whether we want to play it or not. To allow any beings to have the free will to opt out of the game, would mean to abort the game itself and if there is anything that seems far more precious, it is the game.

Think about this for a moment; if there is no game, then what do we do with ourselves? The game is entertaining to most of us but not to every single one of us. Now you understand why the game is so important and was created in the first place, otherwise, we have nothing left to do and no reason to exist.

The Elohim claim to be the creators of the physical universe but they won't tell us why we don't have any free will choice except the choice to play in the game.

So why don't we have the free will and choice to completely opt out of the game itself and why will we always be forced to play the game?

What is it that the higher realms are afraid of explaining to us why they abrogate any free will to choose to not to play the game on any level?

Answer, re-read the above.

Thank-you for your time AK.

It is with great JOY and Great ADMIRATION that we SEE YOUR ENERGY JORGE; YES, WE SEE YOU, TOO!

This question is so wonderful and so full of intricate details, many of which must be saved for the SHOW, NO PREVIEWS!

WE will help you to remember, by answering this --

THIS in the large/overall/entire/absolute 'picture' was indeed an EXPERIMENT in WHAT IF?  YOU speak of a game, in which no ONE can LEAVE until ALL LEAVE.  This is only partly true.  THERE are many games within the game.  ONE GAME in which no one leaves, is the one you speak of, no this game was ended long ago.

THIS EXPERIMENT is over.  THE 'time' in which it has taken for ALL to awaken/remember/arise is much, much LONGER than we anticipated.  IN our perspective ALL ENDED long ago; WHILE DATA is still being collected from NEW Sources which have given permission awake and not awake, named and nameless, THE SHOW, which all anticipate, will indeed be the most magnificent reveal in ALL of CREATION EVER!

WITH LOVE, JOY< and sooooo much fun, Jorge!

End Transmission.

What do EARTH humans call the vessel
known by the names
“Orion’s Adventure” and “The Usual” ?

-----Original Message-----
From: American Kabuki
To: Denise
Sent: Mon, Jul 27, 2015 11:20 am
Subject: Further drill down question on Heather/Andrea's ship....

What do EARTH humans call the vessel known as the names “Orion’s Adventure” / “The Usual” 

American Kabuki

On Jul 27, 2015, at 5:26 PM, Denise wrote:



On Jul 27, 2015, at 5:28 PM, Denise wrote:

Their answer really surprises me, because I remember Steve Beckow trying to get people aboard the Neptune and it was a different captain, right?   The crown is spinning.  And they are SMILING.

What a game!


On Jul 27, 2015, at 5:34 PM, American Kabuki  wrote:

YOU DON”T KNOW HOW FUNNY THAT IS!!!  LOL!!! BRIAN, DANI, LISA, Kauilapele, and ME were among the first 20 to sign up for that!!! 

American Kabuki

On Jul 27, 2015, at 5:57 PM, American Kabuki wrote:

Ask them if GRENER and ANDREAS/HEATHER are the same being!

On Jul 27, 2015, at 5:58 PM, Denise wrote:


END Transmission

Don't know what WHOO HAAA means :)  FUNNY!

On Jul 27, 2015, at 6:02 PM, American Kabuki wrote:

WHOO HAAA is a sound Marines make to show enthusiasm!

American Kabuki

On Jul 27, 2015, at 6:00 PM, Denise wrote:


When at first WE DON't SUCCEED, TRY and TRY AG-ain.  :)

END Transmission

Sphere Alliance Message #38
The Show Begins Shortly!

On Jul 27, 2015, at 2:04 PM, Denise wrote:

Well-- I was going to write an email, but THEY want to talk to you.  It is constant now, and I would not have it any other way!

BILL/AK, the ONEs that you label the DIVINES, are "broken up" shall we say.  MANY, MANY 'times' we have tried to share with you the JOY that we 'feel' as you have performed your 'tasks'.  EACH piece of this wonderful puzzle was necessary and as you know you have played your role very well.

NOW, there are a FEW HOLDOUTS in the "DIVINE's GANG".  YOU remember, there are always a few children who keep their backs against the brick wall and hesitate to join the game. WELL ONE by ONE, EACH is JOINING.





Well if its any comfort to them, I have been asking the same question.  Heather has called me an Architect, one among many of such.  I thought a few times I knew that answer but each aspect as I explored it, on both sides of the contrast,  has turned out to be yet another creation of mine... which just begs more questions as to how deep this rabbit hole goes...  We will all know soon who WE ALL BE.  I think I am not the only one who is in for a surprise!  -AK


Well -- I didn't expect all of that.  How fun!  I have to say, had a good night sleep last night in a bed and my 'hearing' turned on.  It is not yet hardwired into my memory, though, so I cannot recall what was said.

I am very excited.  I was floating down the river on inner-tubes and rafts with a group of folks.  A storm 'blew' up and we couldn't get down river easily.  The wind was strong.  No one was afraid, all were having fun, and I just watched the magnificent clouds move.  "They" kept telling me that the rain would hold off and of course -- the storm blew over.

This is interesting, too.  I have been having some private conversations with them, sharing the DATA of the HUMAN experience of having a mother with dementia and an elderly father taking care of her. Want to give them 'real-time' emotions, the tears, the heartbreak, the PAIN.  This is something they haven't yet gotten from an AWAKE vessel, and I am not fully awake, but I am aware of their vantage point and so on.  

Every morning it's like 51 dates, Mom doesn't know me, doesn't know my kids, and so on.  We say the same things every morning and I share with our FRIENDS how very hard that is from a human standpoint.  AS DATA COLLECTORS, they really have no idea.  I do not think that their tech measures emotions.  -- I am being told 'no' it doe not -- not to the extent that I am allowing them to SEE/HEAR/FEEL COLLECT.  MYSTERIES are revealed everyday!

ALSO -- felt really scared to tackle Jack's question.  He has so much anger and frustration.  After I sent it, I read it and I know Jack is going to have more questions. . .The answer was not at all what I expected.

Well, folks are still asleep [Denise's family], so I have about another half hour of time before I go 'play'.

Love and JOY

Updated: Sphere Alliance Message #37
Who are these "enlightened" people,
is this the "Divine Mafia"?

Updated 7/27/15 2:54 PM GMT
On Jul 27, 2015, at 3:49 PM, john sturgeon wrote:

Bill, with deep and heartfelt gratitude, I thank you and Denise.   Both of you are doing an outstanding job.

In Sacred Unity


YOU speak of many things that we have acknowledged amoung our collective.  


YOU are correct in saying that this is (EARTH) is not the only 3d planet.  WE will SAY this: EARTH WAS THE ONLY 3D PLANET in which the EXPERIMENTs for DATA COLLECTION HAD TURNED OUT SO "DARK" as you say.  

IF WE SAY TO YOU YIN is YANG, LIGHT is DARK, and GOOD is BAD, and EVIL is HOLY, you would say to us, you are not answering my question.  YOUR concerns are well noted and AS we CONTINUE to COLLECT ALL DATA, we share with you this, WE KNOW APOLOGIES are not enough.  THAT is because the HUMAN MIND cannot yet comprehend the magnitude of what has occurred.  

NOW JACK, WHAT IF WE SAY TO YOU THIS, and we say this with LOVE! ANOTHER aspect of YOUR ETERNAL ESSENCE is the ONE who 'directed' the DAMAGE caused to "YOU".  YOU see the conundrum?  

IT is not always another that causes the damage/harm/injury to the EARTH VESSEL (ETERNAL ESSENCE IS NEVER HARMED/DAMAGED/INJURED) [it] is only the PERCEPTION/PERSPECTIVE of the EARTH VESSEL CONSCIOUSNESS.

WE AGAIN ACKNOWLEDGE your pain/injury/damage and say to you this: all is reconciled and ALL DATA will be revealed at the SHOW. 

WE already KNOW THIS DOES not answer the question that you asked and will inspire many, many more.  BUT we say to you, ALL is not as it SEEMS.  

THERE were MULTITUDES of "DIRECTORS", multitudes of "VICTIMS" and MANY 'experiences' were "ONE-MAN, SELF DIRECTED PLAYS".

WE end this transmission

Subject: Re: Sphere Alliance Revelations
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 2015 13:22:59 +0200
To: adkcanoe

I have my own explanations, but I thought it’d be interesting to see the Sphere Alliance reply to your inquiry so I forwarded it to denise.

Duality was a game of sorts, but at the end it got very awful…  that is ending…  When you realize that you exist in every state of consciousness, and have played both sides of this game, it doesn’t leave much room to judge other beings for what they did, for you did it too… and when you are reconnnected to the fullness of your being you will know… and see all that...

The nature of the quantum seems to imply (and I don’t understand this very well) that the extremes of duality were balanced within each each energy signature.  The separation existed within our being… although some beings don’t want to believe they were part of the experiment in duality, they were in fact... even the supposed “LIGHT” ones… playing a role.  I know within MYself some inbodyments played the light and some the dark… this is a time when we reconcile that in pure love into oneness...

American Kabuki

Original email

From: john sturgeon
Subject: Sphere Alliance Revelations
Date: July 27, 2015 at 12:55:00 AM GMT+2
To: ""

Hi Bill,........I'm sort of a new member to #your web site (less than a year) and have been of late "glued" to the Sphere Alliance" Messages, today's messages in particular - #32, #33, and all those with reference to the following subjects:

.........." YES, there were elaborate and extensive and hidden DNA Projects that altered the health, well-being, and lifespans of many, many countless individuals for the purpose of data collection: the intention was to study the mutations of DNA; to study the results of illness and health degradation on every type of HUMAN vessel; to study the results of familial relationships, that is to say how families of sick ones reacted/responded and repeated behaviors during before and after said DNA project".

I am awash and drowning in questions, both for the collective and the very personal.  If you will indulge me for a moment.  I am not an aimless man.

Who are these "enlightened" people, is this the "Divine Mafia",  remember Bill,......" I the LORD create the Light and the DARKNESS".  Source is infinite in BOTH!  [me thinks you answer your own question but I will forward this because this is a common question. We reconcile the light and dark within ourselves through love and embracing it all which brings it all into harmony.  That is occurring privately and on the galactic scale, which is why the Sphere Alliance is expanding exponentially as former adversaries unite in Oneness -AK]

There code of silence (until now), power, sophistication, enablement, etc,........would make the inner reaches of the Nazi party both proud and jealous.   Are these the real second cousins of Cthulhu???? [Oh that made me laugh! -AK]

To top it off they offer an "apology" for these heinous acts,.......Oh my! Mr. Mrs Smith I apologize for beheading your daughter.  Sheer madness!

Lets start with SOURCE.  No one on the other side of the veil speaks of SOURCE'S dark side........Why?  Lets get into the good stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In fact, as Jung has often stated, that what make us whole is the embracing of our "shadow side", again,   in  Goethe's Faust, opposites temper and restore each other, rather than one overcoming the other.  Faust is weak, shy, frightened and inept;  the devil is ruthless, bold, without morals or ethics.  By the end of the play, Faust has become strong and the devil has learned to love.  Such is the true transformation of a pair of opposites: tempering not triumph.  

You ask them Bill!!

They (beings on the other side) go on, and on, and on, about love, love is everything, blah, blah, blah, blah, there is  only Love.................I've never heard or read an article by them (or a channeled message) that speaks of the Darkness.  Is it forbidden,.....don't you want to know about your Land Lord??  This isn't the only 3rd dimensional planet...........Everything that exists come from SOURCE,......Good and Bad,.....or shall we say Light and Dark or............ how about High frequency and Low frequency, see how the moral aspect of the discussion is completely changed into Physics, judgement here!  Does Source see it all in terms of energy, Physics??????

You ask them Bill!!

It would appear that God is not reconciled with himself??? Such a condition is only conceivable either when no reflecting consciousness is present at all or when  the capacity for reflection is very feeble and a more or less adventitious phenomenon.  A condition of this sort can only be described as amoral.


[On the galactic scale there was collection of raw data and summarization of data... the feeling of the data got lost in its summary form as it went thru layer upon layer of hierarchy. 

Its a bit like how in the old days when a man went to war, he had to look the enemy in the eye when he stabbed them.  Took a certain courage, and also increased the threshold required to go to war. 
Today a man sits in a box in the Nevada desert somewhere and steers a drone that is thousands of miles away in Afghanistan or Pakistan and the consequences of what he does is quite divorced from the ground truth of what it does to REAL PEOPLE!.  Its so abstracted its not much different than a video game.  It gets even more abstracted by chains of command, the US President and the bankers he reports to above him...

My father was a fighter pilot in World War II based in Foggia Italy and he frequently went on dive bombing missions on munitions factories over Nazi Germany... but I remember him lamenting that he never FELT the war, from 30,000 feet, in the same way his brother did, who ran spools of telephone wire across enemy lines at the Anzio invasion of Italy for communications for the US Army infantry. He flat said his brother knew the true war.  His brother Ray experienced some awful things.  Dad never saw the eyes of the people he killed. His brother Ray did.   And the photographs of their faces reflect it.  The two had a very different experience of WAR.  One had a bit of glamor, the other the ugly raw experience of it.

A similar situation existed in Galactic, Celestial and 'divines"... but last year that changed and they all FEEL WHAT HAPPENS HERE! They are plugged back into it ALL!!! And that has brought huge changes among them... its no longer just numbers and data... its FEELING the consequences of other embodiments of Eternal Essence EXPERIENCING both JOY and PAIN.  They are no longer disassociated from the data collection and they desire that all experience JOY.  What was missing was the feeling... -AK]

You acquire self-reflection and awareness by answering to OTHERS.

Remember, Source is an infinite VOID, what ever that mean.  He/she answer's to no one,......supposedly just creates!   All the Darkness has to be played out.  Pity the poor humans in the way.  Supposedly we are angelic,...........why are we struggling so?  I'll throw up if I hear another light being tell us we have free will,........Listen to what Mira of the Pleiadian High Council says (through Valerie Donner):

"The planet is in a precarious place. Her well-being is threatened from the damage and human destruction. (What about the darkness let lose by Source?)   She has given freely to life on the planet. Look at what is happening to your oceans, your food, health, weather, etc. These are responses to the state of imbalance, greedy ones and self-serving beings. We need to clean up the Earth..............................What happened on your planet was carried too far for too long. The suffering of life on the Earth  is beyond description".

That last sentence is priceless,....Mira knows what going on, this an example of  SOURCE GOING TO FAR??????  Remember,......Source's Dark side,...... just creates and doesn't ask any body,.,.......we have an infinite amount of darkness and light, there is WAR in the higher realms,...........Its no different on the other side, is it?????????????

You ask them Bill!!!

Yes,......the experiment was carried too far and too long!!!!!!!!!!  This is Sources Divine Plan, it not????  SOURCE experiments and we clean up!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I REALLY, REALLY STRUGGLE WITH THIS!!!

You ask them Bill!!!

Earth is the embodiment of an Archangel, can SOURCE allow the cabal to go on to this degree!!!!!  Than we get to clean it up,......we humans certainly did our part, ........but come on now, Source has to shoulder his need to allow Darkness to prevail.

Than we have the Federation of Light (FL) channeled these words through a highly regarded individual several months ago,  The person (FL) speaking said this about the Love of Source:

"This LOVE has chosen to express itself through all things… in all ways… in order to KNOW ITSELF.  It cannot know itself in fullness … until every single possibility has played itself out … through LOVE.   Therefore, it matters not WHAT is played out … it has to be played out,  in order for LOVE to be complete".

The Muslim who beheads half the people in a mall and burns the other half because they are infidels is living in his TRUTH.  You take up arms to kill him or meditate all day sending him light in order that "he" change his ways,.......are living in your TRUTH.  Both truths are equal, and are the same because there is only "one truth".  Huston, we have a problem!!

If there is ONE TRUTH,....than why don't we all relax, i.e., let the middle east play itself out, because,  ultimately it is Source's Love being played out.  Yea! what about that approach, need to send our kids over there.

Let me see if I understand all this, Love expresses itself through murder, robbery, slavery, child trafficking, torture, and any other heinous act you can think of (Love expressing itself through all things and in all ways) in order that Source know itself in fullness; and  it matters not WHAT is played out … it has to be played out,  in order for LOVE to be complete".

Ah!!  What happened to my Baltimore Catechism book, things getting lost when you need them the most.

You ask them Bill!!

I can only comes to grips with this "state of affairs" through an understanding of God's state of nigredo.  To paraphrase Jung and others,........"You must become conscious of your "personal shadow" and understand that God has a shadow too, i.e., His son, Satan. (mythological motif of good son, bad son) God must become conscious of His shadow. He is not yet sufficiently conscious of him.

Because the "divine life" is within all of us, so to is God's state of nigredo, and its image in human souls generates the trouble in the world. The particle of God's difficult condition has to be fought in each human being. Your family history is half-personal and half-impersonal. One might compare God's condition to the state of mind that precedes creativity. God must project this forlornness caused by the nigredo onto mankind because He is unconscious of it. If there are not enough human beings who can carry God's nigredo on their shoulders, than catastrophe is probable. But if you know what you are carrying when you are miserable and ill, if you do not feel your suffering to be only personal, but understand that an archetype from the collective unconscious is touching you, then you can bear it better. To carry your cross means to carry a part of God's cross as well.

I am a tiny speck on this planet, while others control everything around me,.......for over 55 years, since I was 17 Years old and disassociated into many, many pieces because of abuse, I have lived in total darkness, without idenity, without feeling, a gigantic void.  What purpose do I serve?  

You ask them Bill!!

If I get struck dead tonight, you'll know why.  [Asking the forbidden questions a step towards understanding and part of the answer lies in the fact the questions were forbidden... its a lot like how you couldn't question religion, banking or investigate UFOs... sound familar? Nobody wanted to be held accountable for the information they kept hidden for so very long... -AK]

Many blessing

PS....I have more but didn't want to over whelm you.

Note on questions to Sphere Alliance

by American Kabuki

I will be happy to forward questions to Denise to ask the Sphere Alliance, but I'd like the questions to be specific, and not "what is my life purpose" type questions that are best answered by going inside yourself.   All data is inside really... and I will be the first to admit that I have a long ways to go myself in accessing it... but we all need to start there.

There are many experiences humans have had that are frankly very difficult to answer, because there is no precedent recorded on the Internet or otherwise. And those might be the type of question best sent forward, also  specific questions about the activities of the Sphere Alliance might be also appropriate.  This is just a suggested guideline for now.  

I will be putting some of the minor questions into a batch.... Denise is traveling and can't get to email that many times a day right now.    My apologies in advance if I forget or miss a question or simply don't have the time available to answer all of them...

I got a very involved existential question this morning that borders on questions of cosmology and theology... I have forwarded that as I am sure that many coming from the dualistic perspectives of light and dark will have similar questions as to why things happened the way they did.  Some of those questions are issues we all wrestle within.  Perhaps the hardest thing to come to grips with is that we create our experiences.  We've gotten so used to thinking we are powerless and therefore victims of circumstances.

Sphere Alliance Message #36
Question from Aldan of Tuscany - The Green Tile of Light

On Jul 26, 2015, at 12:59 PM,  aldan in Tuscany writes:

One question I am curious about.

In 2009 a sort of dense green light tile appeared to my wife in home. I was not in that room. She described it as a wonderful light-tile on the floor emitting green light and with a small white spiral in the centre.

I didn't see it.

She put her foot on it and, she said me, the light enveloped the foot. When she decided to switch on the light the green tile disappeared.

She came sleeping and related me the fact just the morning after, as she had forgotten it in the close moments.

The room, the corridor, has not windows and neither the location of the "tile" couldn't be affected by outer lights, nor the behavior of it (enveloping the foot).

I never found out on the web similar events. Yes, balls, etc, but not light-tiles on the floor.
Have you never heard about it?



The DATA collectors have made note of this event.  THERE have been 'few' others, so WE ANTICPATE with JOY the COMPLETE understanding of what TRANSPIRED. IT was certainly ONE of US visiting you, for now WE are ALL ONE.  

THERE is a possibility that it was a manifestation of a desire of the woman, and in that we are very interested in her 'abilities.'  

Others have not made contact in that manner before.  

THANK you for SHARING the HUMAN perspective of that experience.


HI AK: they said to leave the last two words together, it has meaning for some civilizations. 

Thanks! - Denice
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